trinity_taylor

DJ Derek is the SHIZNIK! The best DJ and very sweet! Thanks for the support Derek! Such a true friend and always nice!

Good news for me.. Im every wed now too... Some are ganna love that and some prob not like it but ..i dont care.. I need the money so the more the better .. :)

So this past couple of weeks has been very emotional for me as far as drag goes and my personal life... Vday was great and marked mine and joshuas 1 and half year mark... it was a great day and he gave me a card w/ words that made me cry .. I am so happy i have him.. i dont know what i would do w/ out him... I have a new child in my life ... one who has invested time and money into the begining of a new chapter in his life.. Sheridan Grant/Chirs, becomeing an artist in the art of illusion is very hard on your social and relationship aspect of life just be strong and you will be great .. keep up the great attitude and invest in your art .. you are already great on stage from what i saw and you will go far ! I went w/ racquel to johnson city this past weekend to do the skinny and big Tn us of a prelim.... Rocky got 1st and she won interview.... was 3rd in gown and 2nd in talent! I thought she had the pageant but hey Im not a judge! I won gown and didnt place... I was bitter because I knew there was NO WAY that the first and second runners up beat me... they were lovely girls and sweet but I know what I brought and I knew it couldnt have went down like that .. The winner was Aroura Sexton.. a new found friend.. she is beautiful and I wish her all the luck!I got a call last night from Brian the owner of tn usofa and he told me .. I really was the right full first alternate to Aroura and that they had added the scores right but just got the contestants mixed up.. china was not the finalist for 1st alternate .. that I was... So now Im not bitter and I knew something was fishy... But Brian has been professional about everything and is going to send me as right full 1st and still send china since it wasnt her fault .. So look out yaw i get to go to nationals.... Yeah.. me and rocky got 1st... I lost interview by 4 pts and lost talent by 2 pts.. that means I lost the pageant by 6 pnts .. how exciteN... keep and Eye out.. thanks to all that supported me and rocky.. hope we do yaw all proud. if i miss spellD anything .. sorry . im in a rush!and over whelmed

Hello hello hello ... it has been a long time since i actually wrote and entry more than just a few words... to day has just been BLAH i just now got out of bed for real and have done nothing but watch TV all day .. josh went to his moms and had a huge fight and missed the time for him to put in job apps... and hes not in a good mood.. like normal.. hes always stressed out and in a bad mood.. i think its his job but i danno .. we never spend real time together.. i dont call eatN dinner in front of a tv not conversing back and forth not really even lookn at each other much then going to bed right after really spendN time together.. i dont have to spend money to have time together.. and thats what he thinks but he never wants to go do anything productive... like run.. or even walk... maybe work out.. now thats far from what i like but hey if we do it together it wouldnt be so bad...get a bike and go bikeN or rollerbladeN.. maybe hike or play pool or go look at houses or a movie and dinner at least he has to talk to me through dinner ... he just is always tired or pissed off.. i wish things were better for him and if its me then he needs to let me know something .. but i dont think it is us.. i think its just him ... and him not being happy in his job.. but who knows.... other news.. IM GETTN TITTIES finally.. hahaha no no not the ones that will be w/ u forever.. i am ganna buy prosthetics.. i found a comp. that makes them online and for 520$ i can have real lookN boobs..great for pageants and things.... im not ganna do EOY this year .. i wanna try another system before i go back.. i think im ganna do USA this year .. seems like fun and i have no expectations for this system and me..lots of things going on but i dont know what really to talk about... hmm well i guess ill go out to the jazz tonight ... maybe ill see some of yaw there .. laters

FindN out who your real friends are... what a game!

joshua is wasted.. im so fuckN happy!

Brokeback was great ... SOOO many fags....happy Bday gen gen!

The talk w/ everyone seems to be promos.... Well I have been busy createN some for others. Made a few for Amaya La'rue.. hers turned out pretty good.. I like the one w/ the pillows the best I think. all are worth using ... and yesterday was an ALL DAY event to make promos for Genesis.. I mean it really seemed like it! We started around one and I didnt finish them all till round 1230am LONG DAY but they turned out AMAZING prolly some of the best ones i have done yet .. I have done some for them two and myself.... Paris Taylor ...obSINity.... Patience Taylor Foxx...and soon to be Racquel Scott.. All turned out pretty good ... I am proud of my talents ...performing... make up... a lil hair .. and Promos.. hahaha maybe oneday after drag Ill look into that as my job.. maybe! Need a promo Call me.. see what we can do!

Mark Im sorry for that entry I shouldnt have posted that online .. However, although I am sorry I am NOT taking back how I feel.. Moving on...I decided to re write this entry because I am tried of drama and even though I posted it and still stand by what i wrote .. I should have done it in person and not on here... I was mad and caught up in the momment! I feel as though a few of my friends are driftN away .. And I have no idea why... I know I am about to get some shady stupid anonymous post .... but I need to know why they feel they way they do .. they havent said anything to me but I can tell by the way they act around me or how they never seem to answer my calls anymore... Hmm I just want to know why .. I have been a good friend I think to them I just feel like since they have met knew friends they may think they are better than me or that they dont have time for me or maybe im off completely I hope.. I just wanna know why .. Guys just know .. the people Im talking about .. I still love you and I still wat ur friendship I just want to talk .. Call me or text me .. hell come over... we'll talk!

Peace, love and no more fucking drama!

DONT FORGET TO COME OUT TONIGHT FOR OUR CHRISTMAS SHOW!

I think my drag block is beginning to be lifted.... I found out a big reason why i was depressed ... I hate my day job so damn much! It really has made me emotionally sick and I am going to quit it today.. I am starting on thursdays w/ chivonne.. and I have fridays w/ racquel... I think jordan and I are going to work something out where I can work more... we will see.. I really want to make this a carrier and to do that I have to buckle down and take this seriously .. figure out my bills.. and budget my money accordingly .. so the old ryan who just blows all his money cause he could is gone .. joshua is going to help keep me in check cause drag will be my only source of income .. atleast for right now! I will make enough... plus booking out in t town and at 729.. the jazz cafe and out of town some .. i should be fine! I also do parties if anyone needs a drag queen halla! haha.. I am buyN a dress from Jordan that she used at EOY for her final night gown! its beautiful.. its her white mummy gown ... the only thing i dont like about it are ths scarab beatles.. they dont look cute up close.. but i can always put something in place of them .. i have to start to get in the hang of being a house wife.. hahaha me clean... me do laundry .. me cook .. hahahaha yeh right .. well thats what i used to say.. now i actually have to keep it up i have no excuse why .. cause now ill have all the time in the world! hmmm maybe ill hire a made... where is that mexican when you need her.. madison... hahaha j/k i love ya gal! i need to clean trins room and organize all the drag.. cause we have drag droppings all over the room! but atleast i am building up my wardrobe and i have more time now to put costumes together... well im off here need to do dishes.. damn i feel like cinderella except going backwards from the ball gown down to rags.. hmmm where is my prince charming... JOSH I NEED YOU!

So last night was mine and Joshuas Christmas party.. It was soooo much fun.. I made margaritas... They were good from what I heard .. I didnt drink.. no drinks for a while for me.... had a great time.. dirty santa was fun! Thanks to everyone who came.... Yesterday I gave joshua one of his christmas gifts... I gave him a white gold ring w/ a two ct sapphire and 4 diamonds.. thats why I am broke... its beautiful .. and I hope he likes it! yesterday I also got one of my early c'mas gifts.. FURNITURE!! YEAH... our stuff was delivered yesterday from pranells (sp)... A very beautiful and comfy over stuffed chair and ottoman.. a beautiful floor lamp and wine rack/buffet table for the dinning room. Got new costumes... so tonight will be all new ones for me! Cant wait .. I also have to go at 5 to my sisters house for my familys c'mas.. Hope I get something good.... BTW yeh so Im sure my dad knows Im gay .. just look at me .. but we have never talked about it! Well Daniel.. my sisters husband outed me to him .. He didnt mean to but he did.. they were talking about c'mas and what everyone was doing for c'mas and my name got brought up .. and daniel said.. in front of my dad.. that I was having my special day w/ joshua on c'mas... so yeah now he knows...but TRUST i wont be talking to him about it unless he brings it up... im not one to start stuff up.. after c'mas i am going to talk to my dad soon about my life and all.. I want him to be more apart of it .. of course not about drag but about me.. and who i love.. next c'mas I want joshua to feel comfortable enough to come to c'mas w/ me to my familys house... My sis and her husband are fine about it .. I just have to tell my dad! ahahaha hope all goes well... well I need to get up and clean .. this house is a mess form last night!.. hope to see you all tonight at 11...

It seems as though the VERY ambitious, determined, motivated, has to do everything right now Ryan has taken a brake! I mean hello Ry where are you! I feel so unmotivated right now and very just Blah! ever since the day of the pageant I have been in this Anti drag mood.. not about shows and not about just stopN drag but it seems like right now I dont know what to do and just dont care! I need to get back on Trin- Spa because girls somethings gatta fire back up... I HAVE to start getN my EOY stuff started next month.. Also a month before Nationals I am going for another national pageant that has just started called Miss International! The prelim is in like april called Miss Co tour International... It will be a breath of fresh air to get my face out in a new system!but i have to get that together too. I have so many Ideas for EOY its just hard to put the puzzle together... Dancers are hard to find.... and money is to for that matter ..seems like some friends have drifted away ... and true colors show sometimes but hey thats life. you cant make everyone happy...but I am thankful for the friendships I do have! but back to drag.. I think I will have more sponsers this year though because people actually know who I am now.. Troy knows a few people who want to help and I am more than willing to say yes! I just got like 7 new costumes from Jordan and Chyna either as payment for something I have done for them or me payN for them .. they are all so cute though... cant wait for this holiday shit to be over .. Im just not in the C'mas mood anymore.. this year just doesnt seem like the holidays .. I dont know why .. maybe cause im not happy! Dont get me wrong .. Josh and I are better than ever .. my family and I are great and So are my friends.. Im just over my day job! Its sucks....but on the other hand drag is looking up for me better than ever!I just need to get out of this slum and Ill be right as rain!C'mas day should be great .. I have spent way tooo much money this year .. i think .. but josh better love his stuff.. over 800 on him alone... god! I have to even think about it! but he deserves it .. he has been good to me and anything i can do to show him my love and thanks I will try and do! well guys ..Im off to bed...

So I think I have something wrong w/ me .. Im always tired.. even when I dont work... I dont know what it is.. maybe its cause I dont drink any juice.. I need Vitamins maybe... I mean I eat all the time.. maybe not what I should but ... I also work ALL the time... if im not at work im doing drag and thats still work ... or out of town! Im just tired.. I kinda have drag lag ...I havent had that in like a year but I dannao..Maybe things will change soon! On the good side, My bday is over and I dont feel sick anymore.. NO MORE DRINKS EVER!After I got out of drag I dont really rem much!Hahaha its not cute ! Not much to talk about .... oh well im off here

Its now around 4ish .. I am at home about to eat and hit the bed... I am soo tired...so Racquel was s'pose to work tonight but she got sick at the last min. and they asked me to work in her place .. so girls.. out of the kindness of my heart and the bottomness of my wallet I graciously obliged!(dont post shade) Girl I have a pageant on Sun. and I have sooo much to do . patience and Chris are danceN for me in my pres.and pateince in my talent. its soo cute, it will be my next talent! I cant wait .. I have to get everything together tomorrow.. so that I can make sure I have everything! I hope all goes well w/ this pageant because I need that 500 for bills c'mas and all that jazz.. plus the 13 in crown wouldnt look bad either... hahaha.. Racquel took me to lunch for my bday.. it was fun! we havent had a girls day out in a while..talked about well... what transies talk about... Cant wait til sat. Narnia... YEAH.. Joshua is takeN me to see it for my BDAY! Im excited! I made bank tonight... the crowd was very responsive .. specially for a thursday and I loved my second set.. it was great to me! I Love Chivonne she is so sweet and always has nice things to say about everyone! I had fun w/ her tonight... I cant wait til I start doing shows full time ..( JANUARY ) cause then I cant stop at the horrible place I work in the day time.. that means I have to become a vampire! hahaha just like the rest of these Dragons... Im ganna start booking at Michaels in Tusc... and around town some more.. I have a few booking out of town soon.. Although I didnt take the job in Louisville Ky .. they did however book me in jan... Its ganna be a blast! I cant wait .. Well I am about pooped.. Hope to see yaw morrow night! Buy me shots... after 12 haha love ya

Its cool to have your own thoughts about an entertainer, but when you start name calling and dogN someone because one your jealous or two your mad because This is about a friend! well thats gone too far .. After this I will NOT post anymore on this subject because its over and done w/ on here ... when I get a chance to talk to michael I will.. and until then dont tell me Im not a good entertainer because your mad! Actually.. go ahead... because I am very confident in the person and in the entertainer I am... and chances are your a bitter faggot or real girl who does not have the talent drive skill nor ability to do half the shit I do.. I do it because one Im good at it and two .. I LOVE TO DO IT! Im sorry that your not pretty nor skinny nor can make costumes or win a pageant.. im sorry no one knows your name or books you out of town for GREAT amounts of money .. Im sorry that you cant ever have the chance that I have to become a national title holder because I have the talent .. I have the skills to make myself known... This is stupid for you to call me out on something that is far from truth.. you may not like me as an entertainer but hun.. there are SOOOO many more who do .. and thats not me w/ a big head thats my friends.. my peers.. my family .. and fans telling you now! So next time Im on stage and I have the crown on and I have the tips in my hand and I have the fans attention when they are screamN you'll know why... Because I AM talented... P.s Thanks guys for my flowers tonight at the show they were lovely and Oh by the way guys and gals who care .. I am now on thursdays too starting dec 29th.. so Anonymous sorry you have to now see me even more.. Since I am so rotted and talentless and all!

So I am sooo not that excited about my bday! I mean yeah its ganna be great to be able to guy a drink when ever I want ... Like I drink anywaz!! hahaha... And its ganna be great to not have to worry about getN into clubs because of my age....Like I cant get into a club thats 21 and up .. nor like I really go "clubN" anywaz... But hey the bright side is ... well I cant really think of a really good one right now but Im sure there is one.... I am happy that I do have a healthy life.. great friends.. awesome fans... a wonderful gay family ... a wonderful REAL family.. and a sweet, honest, loving husband who I know would do anything for me.. Speeking of.. he just got me a promise ring for my 21st .. its titanium (just what I wanted) w/ a saphire and two dimonds.. Its beautiful! ... Hmm no wonder hes broke.. But hey I love you too! Today is like BLAH .. like every other day! I hate my day job ... I REALLY HATE IT.... I havent been happy in a day job since .. hmmm well CPK! Now thats a great place to work.. but no worries.. soon I wont need a day job! Chris from moulton came over today.. we worked on my pres. for this pageant this weekend! Miss TN. Metropolitan.. 500 $$ on the line.. That would help out soooo much w/ bills and w/ joshuas C'mas... I have a few BIG things im ganna get him and both are more than 200 each .. I think.. And plus some other odds and ends... but money has been Blah too... I mean .. it feels as though Im kinda over whelmed.. w// things I have to either Buy or pay for or do this or do that .. hmm when is it all going to stop! CHRISTINA... PAY .. YOUR.. BILLLLLLLSSSSSSS! Sorry..my alter ego Shanana Candy was coming out a lil'! After the new year I have to pay two big tickets... and then start on my EOY stuff.. Ohio Regional got intouch w/ me and really want me to come do their prelim... and also the biggest prize give away for a Prelim for EOY .. 2000$$...given at Gulf coast regional.. and they also want me to come do theirs.. Hmm what to do .. I think Ill go do Ohio first and then gulf cst....Guys PLEASE come out on friday the 9th for my Bday show at the quest.. starts at 11.. and when midnight hits.... the drinks start flowN... I hope I dont turn into a pumpkin! We will see.. dont buy me a gift .. just tip me.. hahaha ! MONEY IS GOOD! Well Im off for today .. buy girls

Ok so Im not ganna be moveN .. The Quest is going to work w/ me on something .. Thanks to Racquel, Jeff, And Chivonne.... They brain washed me.. hahaha J/k! I am glad Im stayN and soon you'll see alot more of me! This is going to be a short entry...... Um so I just have one more thing to talk about and that is RESPECT... When I or another entertainer is on stage you either pay attention if you are sitN on the boxes or you need to fucking not sit there... I am tired of a certain someone everytime someone comes out on stage they turn around .. playN w/ their phone and haveN their lil group of friends all around them not payN attention to anything but their obnoxious selves when someone is tryN to perform on stage.. thats rude and very immature... and Im really dissapointed in the fact that they once called themself an entertainer so they know better.. get over yourself your not cool.. cute.. or anything in between ... you have done nothing but be rude or snuddy since I have known you..EVERYONE sees right through you! and TRUST if i see you out .. ill tell you to your face...And just because I dont like you .. and I dont .. I have never disrespected you .. while you were on stage or off! Stop beN disrespectful!

Check out my website at trinitytaylor.net ... look in the New Photos page and you will see new pics of me and a few friends.... Much love

Yaw, I hold sooooo much back from you guys .. not telling you all the fun and exciting things that REALLY go on in my world.... My life really could be the next BIG reality TV show... for example... this was just one of a whole lot of things that went on while Chris and I were away on the adventure of Louisville...

His Journal..


"My God My God am I thankful we made it back in one PIECE!!! Trinity and I had alot of fun this weekend but we were soo exhausted... she had the show friday night and i stayed out too late and drank a little.... well by the time i got to trinitys to spend the night i got 2 hours of sleep... ok well on the way home today trin was in a daze driving contemplating the moves she would do to the latest brittany spears remix of oops i got pregnant again and someone was stopped in the middle of the interstate and she didn't realize it and i said uhh ryan!!! and she slammed on her brakes and started to the left lane and there was a van over there and they almost hit the guardrail to keep from us hitting them and we squealed to a hault about an inch from the car.. omg i almost shit a fucking brick and it scared ryan so bad he was talking deep and yelling ROTTED ROTTED ROTTED hahaha anyway so I am off to bed hope everyone is doing well love you all..... byes!!!".....

Well when I read this I almost died w/ laughter .. although at the time of the almost horrible rotted rotted rotted reck.. it wasnt so funny....

Just read and laugh...see yaw at the show tonight...only a few more and Trin will set off to the CITY!